June 2010
Life is good.
Life has been a roller coaster but calm at the same time. Reconnecting with people I haven’t talk to in forever AND meeting new people has just been amazing. Not only that but I finally put in my two weeks at work. They’re trying to get me to stay but we’ll see how that goes. It really helped my confidence that they think I’m worth keeping around. Hard work pays off! Unfortunately, I believe my focus needs to be on school and my freelance work. I want to develop my skills and just do so much more with my life. I’m so motivated right now!
Not only that I’m finally going to travel in June! It couldn’t come any faster. Another 13 days and it’s going to be sunny beaches and pina coladas. :) Life couldn’t get any better. I feel so blessed.
I’m so thankful for the people in my life right now.
Goals for the summer!
1. Learn PHP & Javascript.
2. Learn Japanese and/or Korean.
3. Learn choreography. (AT LEAST learn to do an invert and/or hollowback)
4. Build my portfolio.
5. Sky dive.
6. Ride a (or all the) roller coaster at 6 Flags.
7. TRAVEL A LOT. <3 (Hawaii, NYC, Padre)
8. While traveling, do the following: surf, snorkel, stand on top of the empire state building, body shot, try new food as often and as much as possible, live it up.
9. Learn to drive a manual.
10. Get back in shape.
You can't live in the past. You can never be who you want to be if you keep looking over your shoulders at what could have been.
(via rainydayss)
“The more you know who you are, and what you want, the less you let things upset you.”
—Lost in Translation (via kari-shma) (via quote-book) (via smirk22) (via kminhlan)
May 2010
What makes you the happiest?
Just relaxing. As simple as it sounds, it’s so rare for me to just sit back and enjoy a moment whether it’s with friends, family or myself. I’ve learned that as you grow older, those moments are fleeting. So when I do get to just relax, it makes me happy.
“I realized I had everything I ever wanted but nothing I really needed. And I think that what I need is you.”
—Movie: Leap Year (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
you may be cute,but the way you act is so ugly.
(via -jasmineblu-)
You know what I think hurts the most?
The feeling of being replaced.
It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, it doesn’t seem to work. You’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough, and a sadness takes over your heart that never really leaves.
“The better you learn to take care of yourself, the less you settle for being around people who can’t or won’t treat you as well as you’re accustomed.”
—Curtis Sittenfeld (via justbesplendid) (via quote-book)
Don't think too much, you'll think your entire life away. Just stop, close your eyes, and follow your heart. I guarantee you it knows the way.
(via 365thoughts)
not that i don't like you, i'm just trying to party
(via colour-my-life)
I have to learn not to expect much from people, they just disappoint me.
(via partie-traumatic)
“I can’t handle being friends with you right now. It’s not completely because of what you did to us, to me, but you’re a constant reminder of what I did to myself. I chose to believe you, believe every word that came out of your mouth, and I wouldn’t be sitting here tears on my cheeks if I didn’t believe you. So when it’s easier to blame you, I know that I’m the one to blame for my own broken heart.”
—(via idareyoutoclickthis) (via shensabater) (via areyounervous) (via zxelleforever)
If you had access to a time machine, where and when would be the first place you travel to?
Freshmen year of high school. I would tell myself to not fuck up. LOL
Do you have a favorite type of cake?
Nope. If it’s good, it’s good. lol I like ice cream cakes a lot. Just regular cakes it’s like eh. lol
What is your makeup routine?
Moisturizer, Foundation, Concealer, Eye Shadow, Eye Liner, Mascara, Lip Gloss. lol
If you obtained a videotape that said "if you watch this, you will die in seven days", would you still watch it? :'D
Hell no? lol What for? Curiosity < Life.
