Life has been a roller coaster but calm at the same time. Reconnecting with people I haven’t talk to in forever AND meeting new people has just been amazing. Not only that but I finally put in my two weeks at work. They’re trying to get me to stay but we’ll see how that goes. It really helped my confidence that they think I’m worth keeping around. Hard work pays off! Unfortunately, I believe my focus needs to be on school and my freelance work. I want to develop my skills and just do so much more with my life. I’m so motivated right now!
Not only that I’m finally going to travel in June! It couldn’t come any faster. Another 13 days and it’s going to be sunny beaches and pina coladas. :) Life couldn’t get any better. I feel so blessed.
I’m so thankful for the people in my life right now.
Goals for the summer!
2. Learn Japanese and/or Korean.
3. Learn choreography. (AT LEAST learn to do an invert and/or hollowback)
4. Build my portfolio.
5. Sky dive.
6. Ride a (or all the) roller coaster at 6 Flags.
7. TRAVEL A LOT. <3 (Hawaii, NYC, Padre)
8. While traveling, do the following: surf, snorkel, stand on top of the empire state building, body shot, try new food as often and as much as possible, live it up.
9. Learn to drive a manual.
10. Get back in shape.
Just relaxing. As simple as it sounds, it’s so rare for me to just sit back and enjoy a moment whether it’s with friends, family or myself. I’ve learned that as you grow older, those moments are fleeting. So when I do get to just relax, it makes me happy.
The feeling of being replaced.
It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, it doesn’t seem to work. You’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough, and a sadness takes over your heart that never really leaves.
Freshmen year of high school. I would tell myself to not fuck up. LOL
Nope. If it’s good, it’s good. lol I like ice cream cakes a lot. Just regular cakes it’s like eh. lol
Moisturizer, Foundation, Concealer, Eye Shadow, Eye Liner, Mascara, Lip Gloss. lol
Hell no? lol What for? Curiosity < Life.